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​How did I fall?

Like a rock outta space.

Meaninglessly. Drastically. Purely. 

I fell in love with a man who gave me nothing. Showed me nothing. My existence was secondary in his world. I didn’t choose it. I couldn’t stop. Many times I wished I could. Stop. Stop loving him. His rare smile. His brown eyes. His thoughts, his pain, his past. 

I never had a chance, but I fell anyway. For a man who gave me nothing. Showed me nothing.